GUILTY

I felt so guilty last night because I can't resist myself eating this pepperoni stick. It's my favorite snack and I can eat the whole pack alone:-). When I was hospitalize lately, the doctor told me to avoid fats especially in the night (strickly no fats at night). It's been a while now that I'm craving for this pepperoni stick and I didn't find it in all the grocery store that I been into. Just to satisfy my craving, hubby bought me a slice of pepperoni that I really don't know how come it's not the same taste for me :-) . I know it's pepperoni, the same pepperoni so it much be the same taste hehehe but I didn't taste it the same way. Maybe it's only my imagination :-)

We been to Walmart last night because they have special on memery stick, 8 gb for $10 (too bad there was nothing left when we arrived there). We went to the grocery area of walmart to pick up some milk when I accidentaly saw hundred of packs of pepperoni stick. Oh boy! I grab right away few packs because I can eat it but not at night. When we arrived home. I try myself not to touch it to avoid temptation hehehe. Hubby place everything we bought at it's own place but after a few minutes, I felt hungry hehhee. Hubby was in the basement working the floor so I found the chance to grabe 4 sticks and put it in the microwave and eat it like a child hiding so that nobody can see me eating hehehe.

Just this morning that I felt so guilty. I should not do it but it's too late (masarap kasi ang bawal)
I have to be very careful now because the doctor told me that I have 3 months to heal if I will have to take care of everything I eat and drink. I don't have problem with coffee. I'm not that maniac of the regular coffee but with my macchiato au caramel? I don't know. I'm trying not to have it. I'm always drinking tea now, infact, i have tea next to me while writting this blog.

After 3 months, if I feel better, I can drink coffee and wine but not too much and I can eat with fats too but strickly not in the night.

Well, goodluck to myself and so sorry doc :-)

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HAPPY AND SAD BIRTHDAY

Yesterday was my birthday and our 8th years wedding anniversary. I was a little upset in the morning because hubby took me to Tim Horton's for breakfast that usually every weekend we always go to a fancy restaurant for brunch. Yesterday was not only my special day but it's our special day too. I was expecting that he will take me to a nice restaurant for brunch but he didn't. Tim is our favorite place but I felt that it's only an ordinary day yesterday.

Early in the evening, he told me that he made a reservation in a sea food restaurant for two. Then, I felt happy that finally we will celebrate it in a nice restaurant for our special day. But I didn't know that all my friends were there and so with his cousins which happen to be my friends too.

The night was full of fun, talks, laugh, eat and drink wine. I guess I had too much wine that makes me feel a little bit tipsy. When we arrived home, I was still able to transfer all my pictures in my laptop and still have time snuggling with hubby.

We both slept at 11:00 pm and at 1:00 am, I woke up with a severe chest pain. I ignore it at first because I just thought that it's the wine that stuck there especially that I slept facing down (as what I always do). I get up and took a glass of water but it gets worst. I woke up hubby and he warm up a little glass of water hoping that the pain will gone but it didn't. The pain spreed all over my upper body include my throat. Hubby was very afraid so he drove me to the hospital. Good thing that we are very close to the hospital.

When we register in the hospital, the send me right away to the emergency room. Put the oxygen in my nose, they inserted the IV in my left arm and took blood for a couple of test. They made an echo-cardiogram test to me, x-ray and couple of ecography test.

They bring me to the emergency room at 1:30 in the morning and they kept me until 11:30 in the morning. All the test were negative except that I have so much acidity in my stomach and it affected my liver (but not that worst). So they send me home to rest with some pills to take 1 every morning for 1 month, then minimize it until 1 year.

I was really looking forward to be home because I was not able to sleep last night with all that cord thing that connected in my body. I was not comfortable in their bed and the worst is, I can't sleep with my back. I always sleep facing down. I can't even move. I'm out of danger now but I have a back pain due to the uncomfortable bed.

Well, this is it...my happy (because of the surprise party) and sad (spending the night in the emergency room) birthday :-)

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SNOWSTORM & FREEZING RAIN

We had freezing rain yesterday until this morning but the worst thing is we have a very bad snow storm today. We have 60 cm of snow now from this morning up to this moment. We drove around this morning (as what we use to do every snowstorm) before heading to the resto for our breakfast. I took my big camera and took lots of pictures outside. Photo above is one of the picture I took this morning.

I hope the storm will be over before the end of the day. Our patio is already full of snow and it's hard to take it out because of the freezing rain last night. But we are not worry about the patio because it's very strong. Hubby did it by himself.

Well, this is all for now. I have to go outside and try if I can see something to picture:-)

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DONE CLEANING

I just finish cleaning the house..the living room, the bathroom, the kitchen and the bedroom. It's just a light cleaning. The living room and the dining room are still full of stuff from the basement. I just took out some dust ,vacuum the floor and change the beddings. I'm so looking forward to get rid of this stuff. It really bothers me but I have no choice. There's no other place where we can put all this stuff.

I'm now relaxing, watching TV while blogging and wait for hubby to arrive home.

HAVE A NICE DAY TO ALL!

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THE QUEEN'S MEME #72 «RETURN TO SENDER»

1. When is the last time you returned a library book?
Hmmmm I don't really remember :-) I guess two years ago when I took a full time french course.
2. Is there anyone you'd like to see return to your life?
My father who died 6 years ago.
3. Have you finished your income tax return?
Nope. It's hubby who is suppose to do it :-)
4. Do you ever return things to the store for refund, credit or exchange? Have you had a bad experience with customer service over this issue? Tell us your story.
Yes, it's a celfone. The phone work perfectly but I can't receive a reply message from my family. The seller was very upset but I have no choice. I have to return it and cut my contract with them. Now, I had my new phone with another provider.
5. You would like to see your favorite movie named The Return of ___________________.
I'm not a movie lover instead I'm a TV series maniac :-)
6. Is there something you're still waiting to be returned to you?
My vacation pay.. until now I'm still fighting to get it because I was working hard that money.
7. You are in a canyon. On the other side stands your beloved. You stand and shout something to him/her making a large echo. What do you want to hear in return?
«wait for me, I will take you out from there»
8. If you could turn back and go in the reverse direction in your life, making things better for yourself and those you love, how would your journey begin?
I don't think I would want to go in the reverse direction in my life. I'm happy now with my new life with my husband and I don't even think of anything from my past:-)

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